Trying

So much has been happening and yet so little. My best friends from last year have turned out to be false friends. They left. Or may I left them? I don't really know which. Life keeps going and all I can do is keep going with it. I just really thought that we would be friends for a long time. Looking back I suppose that it is not such a bad thing that we are no longer friends. It just hurts to lose people one has trusted. But I tried to work things out and I cannot be friends with people who cannot respect me. Well it's time to move on from that. I have new friends who are amazing and whom I love. However I am scared of losing them too. I just can't lose any more friends.

Things have not been going great in my head. I put it and leave it at that.