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I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm going down again and I don't know why. I don't know who to talk to. The one person I relied on won't answer my calls, e-mails, or anything. Of course it doesn't help the he is my fairly recent ex. I don't know what to do. I want him in my life again but I don't know if I can go back to just being friends. I've done this before and I don't know if I can to it again. I love him and I don't know what to do or how to act or what to say. I am so confused and in the mean time I am still dealing with all of these feelings and thoughts that won't go away. I am so confused and lost.