Thoughts on a Friday

Well, Sarah has been acting up. For those of you who don't know who Sarah is she is my eating disorder. I have been going crazy with these thoughts. I look at my body and see how ugly and fat it is. I cannot stand being in my body it's just so repulsive. I am working on being more comfortable and have been trying to stick to my meal plan despite the thoughts floating in my head. I've been working on a story I started a couple of years ago and which I have been wanting to get back to. I miss writing a lot. I am excited for next semester when I will be taking my intro to creative writing class. Life has it's ups and downs. I did something with someone over the internet that was pretty stupid and I kinda regret it but I thought it might be good experience for writing and was just curios. I didn't want to do it with a friend because that would be awkward. What did she do you you may ask, well I had the online version of phone sex. It was really weird and I'm not doing it again unless it is with someone I am dating and am interested in or have a relationship with. So yeah not sure what else to say. So that is it for now.