Hello

Hello. Can anyone here me? Does anyone care? I am in pain and no one cares I just want to get out of here. I hate this place. I need to go, go, go. I don't belong here anymore. I don't fit in. No, it's not that I don't fit in, it's just that I don't fit in the way she wants me to. I am not her minnie-me. I do not belong to her and am not in her control. I just want her to leave me alone but she won't. How can we be related? I never want to be like her. I hate her so much. The bruises are finally gone. They hurt. I hate her for giving them to me. She had no right to touch me. If she ever touches me again I will get a restraining order. She's my mom but I don't care. She cannot just push me around and grab me. I am not a doll that she can do with whatever she wants. I am my own person. She cannot just invade my privacy and take my things and not expect me to go looking for them when she will not give them back. I just wish that she would disappear. I hate her. She doesn't know anything about me and she never will because she doesn't want to know anything about me. My relationship with her is forever broken. There is nothing that she can do to get it back. We never had a great relationship but now we never will have any relationship other than the absolutely necessary one. It's over between us. I am not just her play thing that she can push around. I hate her.